its been a sad weekend of confusion and lack of sleeping in.
yesterday i awakend at 5am, readied myself, packed my lunch and was off to work as any other usual friday.
to my surprise, embarrassment and dissapointment i was in fact not to report to work because it was my day off!
my schedule rarely..rarely changes, in fact it hasnt in so long i cannot remember the last time it did change..
well now i can remember because it was this week!
needless to say, i wandered home, sad that i had missed my oppurtunity to luxuriate in a warm cozy bed while the sky was dark and the air was cold.
and to make matters worse..my attempt to recreate this magical image of blankets and shut eye, was a hazardarass and sad failure.
i couldnt get back to sleep.
i rolled out of bed and off to do a mild workout..well some cardio.
i tried to sleep after that but failed again.
i had some coffee.
i was a zombie.
i couldnt tell if i was hungry or just tired.
i wondered how i manage to function like a regular person on a day to day basis, seeing that i do this everyday for work, but could not get myself together. i wondered if my mind was punishing its capability for the cauntiousness of knowing that i should have had more sleep.
and so i told this very dramatic story about the whole thing..
anyway, moving along,
sorry to feel so sorry for myself..and i did..
i deicdied to have the lunch i packed for breakfast since i was to tired to deicde on anything i wanted.
it was a delight and complimented my enjoyment of julie and julia the movie.
- left over kabocha
- mixed greens
- sprinkle of shredded parmesan
- olive oil
- bbq sauce (again this may be strange but i find it good with many things..)
still very tired, i wanted to get my girl out for some sun and movement.
we ventured over to runyon for a little walk.
we took the easy-er way up the mountain.
my man came home to me later than evening.
he was battling a cold.
he was a little grumpy.
i asked him to get some jam while he was at the store..
he was a little fiesty,
to make up for it he brought home 3 different jams:
ps i really didnt find it all that necessary but it was defiantly cute.
besides we are now officially stocked in the jam department.
we cozied together for a bit.
i made him a burrito. its his go to feel better, emotionally and phisically comfort food.
and for me:
- raw veggies
- cheese and avocado plate
- my fave la brea whole grain bread
- and some smoked oysters on the side
- with cranberry grape juice
ps..cant get enough quinoa lately. and that bread..sorry for the repetition but its just really perfect food.
we cozed more….zz